Song of the Day:
Broken Strings by James Morrison
Broken Strings by James Morrison
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Worddump
Mood: stressed and worried
Music: Only Human - Jason Mraz
Want: a text/call
Need: a job/money
Everything has been fine up until last night. Being down in San Antonio was so good - it was a break from sitting at home and heart pains. It was the first time I'd spent with Adam and Erin extensively since last summer and I realized how much I missed them. Even though it'll probably be a while before I see them again, I already can't wait until we get to spend time together again. Then being in DC was also a lot of fun... even though there were a few bumps in the road, I hadn't seen Tori since Christmas and I've missed her a ton too. I suppose that's a short synopsis of the past week and a half...
I want to be in South Carolina/North Carolina right now. I need to be.
I'm leaving for Playa del Carmen this weekend... I don't want to go. I just wanna be back at Elon now. I want to hang out with Alaina and Bhriel and see Jack and not feel like I need to spend money. I want I want I want.
And my best friend is still sick. I wish she would get better. I forget how much she means to me sometimes... but she's the greatest person I know.
So You Think You Can Dance made me angry last week...
I don't think Jack did anything wrong... and I wish he could call me, instead of trying to deal with things on his own.
I want to go to see Jason Mraz/Blink 182 in concert... and I can't wait to see Where the Wild Things Are and Alice in Wonderland.
Packing to go back to Elon is going to suck.
I want to be rich and classy now and to have the pretty house in Charleston and not worry about all of this money stuff. And to have the kitten room. <3
I want to get my kitten now because I want someone to snuggle with...
...there is a dump from my thoughts. I can't... be organized until the stress I'm feeling and the hurt in my heart (literal, not emotional.. like sharp stinging pains) goes away. More organization later... I think.
c.
Music: Only Human - Jason Mraz
Want: a text/call
Need: a job/money
Everything has been fine up until last night. Being down in San Antonio was so good - it was a break from sitting at home and heart pains. It was the first time I'd spent with Adam and Erin extensively since last summer and I realized how much I missed them. Even though it'll probably be a while before I see them again, I already can't wait until we get to spend time together again. Then being in DC was also a lot of fun... even though there were a few bumps in the road, I hadn't seen Tori since Christmas and I've missed her a ton too. I suppose that's a short synopsis of the past week and a half...
I want to be in South Carolina/North Carolina right now. I need to be.
I'm leaving for Playa del Carmen this weekend... I don't want to go. I just wanna be back at Elon now. I want to hang out with Alaina and Bhriel and see Jack and not feel like I need to spend money. I want I want I want.
And my best friend is still sick. I wish she would get better. I forget how much she means to me sometimes... but she's the greatest person I know.
So You Think You Can Dance made me angry last week...
I don't think Jack did anything wrong... and I wish he could call me, instead of trying to deal with things on his own.
I want to go to see Jason Mraz/Blink 182 in concert... and I can't wait to see Where the Wild Things Are and Alice in Wonderland.
Packing to go back to Elon is going to suck.
I want to be rich and classy now and to have the pretty house in Charleston and not worry about all of this money stuff. And to have the kitten room. <3
I want to get my kitten now because I want someone to snuggle with...
...there is a dump from my thoughts. I can't... be organized until the stress I'm feeling and the hurt in my heart (literal, not emotional.. like sharp stinging pains) goes away. More organization later... I think.
c.