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Song of the Day:
Broken Strings by James Morrison
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Elon
Wow.
I forgot how much I loved/missed/needed Elon until I was here again. It's going to be an awesome year. (: c.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
x-amount
Four days just turned into unknown x-amount of days, but at least a week or more. I'm so ready to see you now. ):
c.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Coherent
The past week has been crazy, once again. My computer is currently broken or I'd give you an in-depth post. I hope it doesn't die completely... appointment today. ):
Jack is going to Elon tomorrow. AKA I hate him. And wish I was going to be there. And wish I was there in general. He's only staying a few days but I still wish I could be there because I miss it. I'm a little scatterbrained. More when I'm coherent. And hopefully when I'm typing on my own computer again. c.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Wow
You know when life slaps you in the face in the form of someone you've always trusted? I can't depend on anyone. It's hard to hear/know that you're a.) a petter person than someone, b.) more dependable than someone, and c.) know more about the person you've always trusted, or at least the someone they used to be, and to still hear that the person you've always trusted chooses that other someone over you. Because they're "head over heels" in love with them. The someone who treats you like crap half the time.
Oh well. She knows I'll always be there for her. But I'll never look at her the same ever again. Hurting today.. I would tell you about Mexico. But I forgot everything that happened after last night. I hope the fall from where you are isn't too hard, love. Because even though I'll be there to catch you, you'll realize then that you ruined something good when you see the look on my face. And that'll make the fall that much harder. Can't WAIT to get back to Elon. Now, more than ever, every part of me is screaming to get back. c.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Poor
I became poor just in time to go to Mexico. I mean... I'll make the money back. But not until I get back to school. Ughhhh.
On that note... I'm leaving for Mexico tomorrow. In celebration of this fact, top ten: Top Ten Things I Should NOT Do While In Mexico: -Get kidnapped -Try to get random Mexicans to pose in photos with me -Fill a sombrero with churros from the complimentary buffet at the resort -Make my hotel room into a very similar replication of the beach -See if my baby brother floats -Convince the hotel staff I'm famous -Get MEDORA kidnapped -Seduce the old men of the resort into giving me their money -Try to make the kids pool into a party zone -Try to turn the beach into a nude beach In other news, I'm going to dinner with my best friend tonight... It's been weeks since we've spent any real time together. Though I believe I'll have internet access in Mexico, I'm going to assume it's going to be limited. Therefore, if I don't get back to you before I leave... I'll talk to you when I get home. (: Oh, the So You Think You Can Dance finale is this week... here are five of my favorite dances of this season. Watch them... they really really truly are worth viewing: This dance is about addiction. Kayla is trying to fight off her addiction, Kupono, but as we all know how addiction to abusive substances work, It can't always be like that. This is with my favorite girl of the season, Jeanine, and one of my favorite boys, Jason... and, coincidentally, this is one of my favorite Jason Mraz songs. It's just so.. beautiful. About two friends afraid to take that first step... This one's about the abused mistress of a married man... I don't know... it's so good. Okay.. this is just good. (: Jazzzzz. And lastly, as much as I DO NOT like Melissa... this dance was amazing. And tear inspiring... about a woman's battle against breast cancer. I don't only like contemporary dances I promise... Perhaps after this week is over I'll list ONLY dances that aren't contemporary. (: Mexico! c.
Friday, July 31, 2009
Policewoman
"I don't mean this in a bad way... but I don't think you would be a good policewoman."
-Mom, 8:59 p.m.
Alainuh
V-chatting with Alaina = awesomeface. (: ![]() c.
Broken Strings
I edited my blog... isn't the new layout pretty? (:
More later probably. Last night, in case you couldn't tell, was beyond frustrating. c. So.. I tried embedding the video to Broken Strings by James Morrison but it won't work. Here's the link: go listen. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Nv3aPcv6dg
Curse Words
I am about to throw something at a wall.
Duck and cover. c.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Worddump
Mood: stressed and worried
Music: Only Human - Jason Mraz Want: a text/call Need: a job/money Everything has been fine up until last night. Being down in San Antonio was so good - it was a break from sitting at home and heart pains. It was the first time I'd spent with Adam and Erin extensively since last summer and I realized how much I missed them. Even though it'll probably be a while before I see them again, I already can't wait until we get to spend time together again. Then being in DC was also a lot of fun... even though there were a few bumps in the road, I hadn't seen Tori since Christmas and I've missed her a ton too. I suppose that's a short synopsis of the past week and a half... I want to be in South Carolina/North Carolina right now. I need to be. I'm leaving for Playa del Carmen this weekend... I don't want to go. I just wanna be back at Elon now. I want to hang out with Alaina and Bhriel and see Jack and not feel like I need to spend money. I want I want I want. And my best friend is still sick. I wish she would get better. I forget how much she means to me sometimes... but she's the greatest person I know. So You Think You Can Dance made me angry last week... I don't think Jack did anything wrong... and I wish he could call me, instead of trying to deal with things on his own. I want to go to see Jason Mraz/Blink 182 in concert... and I can't wait to see Where the Wild Things Are and Alice in Wonderland. Packing to go back to Elon is going to suck. I want to be rich and classy now and to have the pretty house in Charleston and not worry about all of this money stuff. And to have the kitten room. <3 I want to get my kitten now because I want someone to snuggle with... ...there is a dump from my thoughts. I can't... be organized until the stress I'm feeling and the hurt in my heart (literal, not emotional.. like sharp stinging pains) goes away. More organization later... I think. c. |